Inner struggles.

I was angry. I tried not to be, but I couldn't help but feel that way.

I don't like being controlled.

I don't like being under emotional blackmail. Even if it's because of my wellbeing.

Why the hell doesn't he consider how I struggle with this?

In the end, he changed his mind. I wonder if he was just mad at me or he did see how nervous I was.

I know I can't be angry. I understand he is concerned... I'd be too.