What am I gonna talk about? where does it all start? hard to define its origins, since I can't really shake the feeling that it was always inside of me - that makes me defectuous, for instance.
Where to place it? was it the fact that I was completely terrifyed of food for like 13 years?
Was it my mom's own relationship with food? was it seeing her forcing herself to throw up what shaked this feeling inside of me?
Was it growing up chubby, ashamed of my appearance, mocked by other kids?
Was it all the negative sexual attention towards my body?
Was it my weight loss journey?
Is it all the pressure I get from my family, in very diverse directions?
Where did I ever go wrong? or... where didn't I
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