There's a time to be selfish and mine's up.

I guess I hate games. Not only because I'm very bad at loosing but also bad at winning. I'm so competitive that it's dangerous for me to participate in any kind of competition, specially for those that only exist in my head. I feel bad at myself if I loose, which tends not to happen frequently, and bad at other for loosing. Indeed, I live in a constant conpetition with myself, and that carries a lot of fear, insecurity and stress-- I need to get things together. Specially when I tend to understimate people around me and overstimate myself. That's self-centered and stupid.
I hate being wrong.