Akward.

I feel akward into my own skin. But even if my life still sucks, I feel like I have learnt a few lessons in the last year.
I don't like hesitating, but I'm the type of girl who always do it, even if I don't really wanna stio and think of all this shit. I mean, sometimes it is all easy to take, but noooope, I have to be a noob like all the time.
I also think those are the wisest words I have ever thought, or written or something.
If my teen life is not like I always imagined it is because I don't let myself shine, isn't it? stop rejecting plans, stop standing home, go do some sport, do your best at everything.
Stop being a pussy, Cris.
I really needed some advice from myself.